walkin zombie

im sick...
for the past few nites... ive been fallin asleep at 4 and wakin up at 5.30. i stay up all night thinking abt him. i dream abt him. vivid dreams, u have, young junainah, i imagine yoda might say.

they started last wed...
i went to my bruder's place to watch the phantom menace n the attack of the clones... in preparation for the revenge of the sith(which deserves 2 thumbs up). the dvds belonged to dil. his mum gave away all his stuff coz she cant stand to c them ard. my brother apparently took dills dvds, some soccer figurines, all the playboy n fhm mags... and his diary.

guys dun keep diaries....
i gave him that... it doesnt really count as a diary, it swings more towards being a notebook. i remembered when i gave him that. it was his 19th burfdae... he hated man u so that was what i gave him... a man u notebook. he hated it. haha.

so there i was...
4 years later lookin at the same notebk. my brother told me to read an entry. any entry... at the bottom of the pg there was, in dil's handwriting 'AKDIL miSs ADIK'. heck, after every entry, he wrote that. all entries. from 3rd aug 2001 to 4th feb 2004. 61 entries. dil didnt have a younger sibling. the onli person he called adik was

me.

ADIK miSs AKDIL